I reread the blog which where I got my JL cafe job, and Jesus stuff has changed from there. I'm currently looking into going uni, as well as having two jobs at the moment. So very very busy. College doesn't finish till a few months. End of June, so it's just sitting down and making sure I get my ass in gear.
Gym has just disappeared into thin air currently. It's terrible considering I've got Ben Nevis end of June. So I do need to seriously buck up, and get back into fitness as well as start concentrating on school work.
I find myself amazing at what I potentially may be doing with my life. a few years ago, the concept of more education and paying for it sounded horrendous. And now it feels right to go and find out more. Having a job really does encourage you to push yourself forward. Though I do find myself less at home and more at work doing overtime haha. Money is very addictive. Though I find myself less adventurous and boring recently. I need to get out more and do some fun stuff.
I've been thinking about taking a break from my volunteer work in food and maybe finding an animal shelter to volunteer in once college finishes. Either that or just work loads and make lotsa money ;).
I know a lot of people say money isn't everything, but money will buy me things I want. And I guess it makes me superficial? But if I can happily make myself happy without anyone else, isn't that good? Kinda goes on the whole independent woman.
I recently went on a date with most my money spent- only £2 in my account, and I remember just sitting there feeling uncomfortable as I had to rely on someone else. Well I had tea so it wasn't that bad haha. But the thought of it, is just awful. Not being able to spend what I want, how I want to. Now I'm out there, doing my own thing, going back is horrible. Mmm not a very interesting posty so sorry.
Till a few months now ;)
