I adore logging into the blog that I've had since I was 15/16 and remembering what it was like. Or even what I was like a few months back. When I did my last  update. 

I reread the blog which where I got my JL cafe job, and Jesus stuff has changed from there. I'm currently looking into going uni, as well as having two jobs at the moment. So very very busy. College doesn't finish till a few months. End of June, so it's just sitting down and making sure I get my ass in gear. 

Gym has just disappeared into thin air currently. It's terrible considering I've got Ben Nevis end of June. So I do need to seriously buck up, and get back into fitness as well as start concentrating on school work. 

I find  myself amazing at what I potentially may be doing with my life. a few years ago, the concept of more education and paying for it sounded horrendous. And now it feels right to go and find out more. Having a job really does encourage you to push yourself forward. Though I do find myself less at home and more at work doing overtime haha. Money is very addictive. Though I find myself less adventurous and boring recently. I need to get out more and do some fun stuff. 

I've been thinking about taking a break from my volunteer work in food and maybe finding an animal shelter to volunteer in once college finishes. Either that or just work loads and make lotsa money ;). 

I know a lot of people say money isn't everything, but money will buy me things I want. And I guess it makes me superficial? But if I can happily make myself happy without anyone else, isn't that good? Kinda goes on the whole independent woman. 

I recently went on a date with most my money spent- only £2 in my account, and I remember just sitting there feeling uncomfortable as I had to rely on someone else. Well I had tea so it wasn't that bad haha. But the thought of it, is just awful. Not being able to spend what I want, how I want to. Now I'm out there, doing my own thing, going back is horrible. Mmm not a very interesting posty so sorry. 

Till a few months now ;) 

New Year!

Its the new year bam bam good for me stating the obvious!
Change Change Change! Currently I am concentrating on losing weight, well trying. I was nicely on track and then Xmas happened and my gym decided to close for a week (two in my head) so I got completly off track which is terrible. And I weighed myself and everything I lost, its back on. I'm slowly getting back on track, but it was so difficult getting into the habit of going 5 times a week, and now it's just about 3 times. Just. My aim is to get back on track, soon after that aims in place I want to lose atleast 20kgs! Thats my aim for now.
Moving back to mummys, I decided I should get myself a cat! She's a fluffy little monster, and I adore her! I'm learning so much from having her, and just the responsibility of having her, it's amazing how much having a pet can teach you. I'm trying to think much more positively now, and just concentrating on what makes me happy. With that I plan to go abroad on holiday - with my sis of course! I'm thinking France or Italy. Ohh not really sure but I am excited!
I need to properly unpack, the thought amuses me greatly, but part of me feels like I'll move again which will happen, god knows when! Yeah so that's me! For now! Will update soon, and maybe with some amusing stuff or something more interesting than a causal update of what is happening! Well See ya later!